

Snow and thought The snow is lightly falling, into large flakes atop it's blown destination. This I watch, with a blank stare, that in truth, could not become more consumed by nothingness; nor be distracted from such a floating beauty. Here I believe I could sit, in darkness and silence- watching the beautiful white fall, and distant colors fade and change, forever. Combined with the security of heat drifting into my body, and the essence of flowing melodic tunes to calm what has become a disorder; I begin to feel human once more. But still I am forever knowing, that these things so beautiful and soothing to I, are only temporary and do not fix this madness.Snow and thought by ~FangZandith


Mistakes The tears begin to wellMistakes by ~FangZandith
As I lose myself in this fear
Waiting for the answers
I'll never be sure I want to hear
But
It's my mistake
I feel I'm to blame
Can I ever be ready
For the answers I'll get that day
So it's my torture
To sit and wait
For what may soon
Choose my fate
It's my mistake
I feel I'm to blame
Can I ever be ready
For the answers I'll get that day
I'm not sure that I'm ready
But I'll have to be a man
And step up for my mistakes
We'll get through this hand in hand
By your side I'll stay
No matter the outcome
I don't care what others say
Between us nothing will change


Control Silence, deeper deeper.Control by ~FangZandith
Darker and colder,
I'm caving in.
In my own world...
The pressures surround,
and over welm.
Taking control of frailties,
Using them all the while to abuse me.
My mind takes control,
Feeding me with emotions.
All of this to drown me,
In my own self destructive pain.
I the host,
Become the drone.
I follow through on the actions,
My mind forces me onto.
The fear seeps into my veins,
Spreading like a wildfire.
I cannot control it,
I cannot yield it.
The violent explosion of emotion hits me,
And fear finally takes its toll.
Triumphantly my mind uses me as a tool,
To bring upon the self-depri
No, unfortunately I didn't get to go. But I've been working on my writing A LOT. How have you been? And what made you just randomly pop into your DA account? xD
This is Tori from NIU camp. :claps:
Thanks for the comments you made on my piece Feasting.
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